in my shoes.

some raw thoughts on high, while high.

nowadays everyone is smoking and getting ‘high as fuck’ but just 5 years ago it wasn’t the popular opinion is freshman graded high school students. that has almost completely flipped with people venturing out to try smoking weed almost at middle school aged kids. those same people that wouldn’t in high school are in college with jobs getting high with their peers.
But their technique is rudimentary. Most can’t roll or can barely get some sort of hodgepodge apparatus to ‘burn a gram and get high as fuck’, not really taking back to enjoy the high experience. Those kids that been smoking know how to roll, probably have been around weed for a while maybe even had a mentor of sorts, know how to enjoy being high taken all facets of the feelings. employing sort of an ’ a little goes a long way ’ mindset.

I’m dying and I dont have anyone I trust enough with about it and it’s so overwhelming.